Sunday, December 18, 2011

Holiday!

DAMN!

This is what I've been waiting for! Holiday. LIBURAAAAN!!! But? This is sucks!!! I have nothing to do! No friends! And that so important for me is.... NO MONEY!!! ;;________________;;
Honestly, I have some money that quite enough for this holiday. But.... udah abis sebelum liburan mulai. WTH! =____= 

NAEGA MICHYEOGAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!! NAN EOJJEORAGO?????

Oke, mungkin yang baca ini tuh capek ngeliat 3 bahasa nyampur gitu aja... Padahal bahasa Inggris & Korea gue pas-pasan abis (yang bahasa Korea juga ngambil dari lirik lagu -_-).

Back to da topic,

gue sebenernya megang atm yang bisa gua pake buat ngambil duit kapan aja dan gak dimana aja. Gue cuma bisa ngambil di atm dan itu tersedia 24jam. Tapi tiap bulan nyokap gue kan nyetak buku tabungan gue. Ketauanlah kalo gua ngambilin duit tuh kapan aja. Kalo udah lebih dari batas wajar, bisa di bakar gue! (Gue nya doang, kartunya diselametin) But this is for sure, holiday without money is kinda HELL!!! Libur sebenernya 2 minggu, seperti biasanya, tapi udah mulai gak ada pelajaran dari 2 minggu sebelum libur, dan gue memutuskan buat gak masuk. Jadi total libur sekitar 4 minggu..... sekitar 1 bulan..... tanpa uang......

Sebenernya emang konyol daritadi gue ngomongin uang. Kayaknya tuh gue orang yang gak bisa bertahan hidup tanpa kekayaan (aish gak gitu juga sih). Tapi serius deh, gue bakal kekurung di rumah selama 4 bulan tanpa ngapa-ngapain! Gak bisa pergi main, jalan-jalan, bahkan beli  jajanan di warung sebelah aja gak bisa! Gue aja sampe make duit pulsa (gue usaha dagang pulsa di kelas -_-v) hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......

Yaa... selama liburan ini, pacar gue yang setia tuh cuma laptop ini (kalo gak lagi selingkuh ama adek gue) sama seperangkat sketch book, pensil, dan pengapus buat gambar. Rasanya gak ada kegiatan lain. Gue pengen baca novel buat liburan, tapi semua novel gue udah selesai dibaca -_- pengen beli baru, yaaa... masalahnya kembali ke masalah awal. No money. Hell yeah! =_______=

Tapi kemarin seharian gue dapet kegiatan baru, yaitu gambar (bukan baru sih) tapi di papan tulis di kamar gue. Yep di kamar gue ada papan tulis ukuran 3x4,5 jengkal tangan gue. Gue ngegambar ini kurang lebih 1,5 jam. Lumayan lah~~~
This is what I've made :3

Oke, rasanya cukup dulu gue ngetik ngetik gak jelas daritadi. Nyokap juga udah teriak-teriak nyuruh gue mandi. Kekekekeke..... 

NB: Kalo ada yang mau ngirim uang sms gue ya. Gak tau nomer gue? NDESO!

Friday, December 2, 2011

Ugly...

Ugly... Is that word memorizing you for something? I knew, that word sounds so negative. And it sounds little bit harsh too, I think. But there's a song that told me, that word is describing.... me. Okay this is weird! That song is from 2NE1 (Korean Girlgroup). You should read the lyrics...


UGLY - 2NE1


Hangul



밝게 웃어보지만
내 맘에 들지 않아
난 예쁘지 않아 아름답지 않아
Oh oh oh oh x2
노랠 불러보지만
아무도 듣지 않아
난 예쁘지 않아 아름답지 않아
Oh oh oh oh x2
난 왜 이렇게 못난 걸까
어떡하면 나도 너처럼 환하게 웃어볼 수 있을까
또 화가나 왜 늘 완벽하지 못해
이 깨진 거울 속 못난 모습을 향해 탓하기만 해
쳐다보지마 지금 이 느낌이 싫어 난
어디론가 숨고만 싶어 벗어 나고 싶어
이 세상은 거짓말
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly
날 쉽게 이해한다고 하지마
못 생기고 삐뚤어진 내 마음이 널 원망할지도 몰라
말 시키지마 난 너와 어울리지 못해
그 잘난 눈빛 속 차가운 가식이 날 숨막히게 해
다가오지마 너의 관심조차 싫어 난
어디론가 떠나고 싶어 소리 치고 싶어
이 세상은 거짓말
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly
All alone
I’m all alone X2
따뜻함이란 없어
곁엔 아무도 없어
All alone I’m all alone X2
I’m always all alone
따뜻함이란 없어
곁엔 그 누구도 날 안아줄 사람 없어
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly

Romanization
Barkge useobojiman
Nae mame deulji anha
Nan yeppeuji anha areumdapji anha
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Norael bulleobojiman
Amudo deutji anha
Nan yeppeuji anha areumdapji anha
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Nan wae ireoke motnan geolkka
Eotteokhamyeon nado neocheoreom hwanhage useobol su isseulkka
Tto hwagana wae neul wanbyeokhaji motae
I kkaejin geoul sok motnan moseubeul hyanghae tatagiman hae
Chyeodabojima jigeum i neukkimi sirheo nan
Eodironga sumgoman sipeo beoseo nago sipeo
I sesangeun geojitmal
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly
Nal swipge ihaehandago hajima
Mot saenggigo ppittureojin nae maeumi neol wonmanghaljido molla
Mal sikijima nan neowa eoulliji motae
Geu jallan nunbit sok chagaun gasigi nal summakhige hae
Dagaojima neoui gwansimjocha sirheo nan
Eodironga tteonago sipeo sori chigo sipeo
I sesangeun geojitmal
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly
All alone
I’m all alone X2
Ttatteutamiran eobseo
Gyeoten amudo eobseo
All alone I’m all alone X2
I’m always all alone
Ttatteutamiran eobseo
Gyeoten geu nugudo nal anajul saram eobseo
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly

I know, you don't understand right? Hehehehe -_____-
This is the English translation:
I put a big smile on, but I don’t like how I look
I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

I sing a song but no one listens to me
I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

Why am I this unattractive?
How can I smile beautifully like you?
I get mad again, why am I never perfect?
I complain again looking at my ugly-self through the broken mirror

Don’t look at me, I don’t like this feeling
I want to hide somewhere, I want to get out
This world is full of lies

I think I’m ugly and nobody wants to love me
Just like her, I wanna be pretty
I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly and nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty
I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cause I know I’m ugly

Don’t tell me that easily that you understand how I feel
I might resent you with my ugly and crooked heart
Don’t talk to me, I can’t get along with you
Your cold fakeness behind your arrogant eyes suffocate me

Don’t come near me, I hate your attention
I wanna leave for somewhere and shout
This world is full of lies

I think I’m ugly and nobody wants to love me
Just like her, I wanna be pretty
I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly and nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty
I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cause I know I’m ugly

All alone, I’m all alone, I’m all alone
There’s not warmth, no one is next to me
All alone, I’m all alone
All alone, I’m all alone
I’m always all alone
There’s no warmth, there’s no one to give me a hug

I think I’m ugly and nobody wants to love me
Just like her, I wanna be pretty
I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly and nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty
I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cause I know I’m ugly

If you think the lyrics are cool, you should listen it! The song and their voice are more cooler ^---^.
But I still don't understand, WHY THEY THINK THEY'RE UGLY???? X____X

                                         2NE1. This is what they called UGLY? Oh girls...